icetears

2009-09-29T22:02:00.000-07:00

Will there be HOPE...

1000 daes jus passed......
In a blink of an eye....
Millennium of daes together......
Its not an easy feat.....
Daes of laughter, daes of tears......
Daes of sweetness, daes of bitter......

We endured trouble.......
In hope of the best......
Looking out for a ray of light at the end of the tunnel......
Which seems nv to arrive.......
Searching for the rainbow after rain......
But nv seems to appear......
Still.....
we labour on......
And on......
For one reason.......
And the only THAT reason.......

Pain seems to follow us.......
To where ever we go........
Haunting us like nv before.........
Leaching on our laughter, and our hopes.......
Till its all gone.

We march on and on....
Till the road ahead of us is no more......
We pressed on and on......
Till there's no more energy left in us to feed on.......
HOPE
Sun will be rise up soon
Taking over the eerie darkness of the night
Instead of us feeding on those crumbs of false hopes
That moon light brings upon

If daylight nv appears.....
An evitable decision will has to be made....
Hard to swallow...
But will there be a choice....

2009-08-09T17:47:00.000-07:00

well weell...
i got my 1st exp of dead bodies..
a dead body was found near the banks of a river...
and we are called in to retrive it...
i was a bit curious..
everyting was like so drama..
in the end went in and use our hands to drag him out..
omg..
touch a dead body for the 1st time...
when do u have a chance to encounter a dead body in ur life..
i can say i did in my ns daes...
its so solid and cold..
lucky it was no rotting or bloated yet...
if not chills.....
ooooo
the body is rather intact still
heard the police who scarn the ic say he is a drug addict...
hai...
but at least i now know where got ppl die before..
and i will not wan to go there to fish or wat..
lol..

2009-06-30T21:30:00.000-07:00

hai... after emoing for some time,
i decided to post tis...
i went through the best moments of manchester united 08/09 at youtube...
i realise that ronaldo is already a legend in man u hearts...
will surely missing his arrogance, his tricks, his free kicks
and those fleet-footed runs and turns in those silver boots.
man...
tevez is also the other one thats leaving...
i wonder is there any chance for him to stay...
we cant affort 2 to go at same time...
lf tevez can hear tis pls make a u turn and stay?
be a legend at man u...
its a heart pain to see talents go away from man u...
i wonder who will replace them..
who will lessen the pain of their exits.
times shows us again and again no one cannot be replaced.
but i guess tis time the gap is too big?
man u can recover from tis but probably need two or 3 seasons ba..
like in the past, its beckham, den van, now its double wammy... ronaldo and tevez...
hai... go through tis video and realise most of the goals involve ronaldo and tevez (rooney of course)
hai...
may god pray that talent come to man u...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5tXaoZkfeQ&feature=related

2009-06-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

20...
i hit my twenties!
omg...

is there any thing else more impt den health?
life?
parents?
family?

actually theres nth more impt then those above.
my b dae wish will be for cindy to get well completely...
thats enough for me...
its tough on her...
her family...
and friends..
not nice seeing some1 trap in hospital everydae..
even wanna do some stuff for her also cant...

when these stuff comes to my mind...
my dae does matter any more...
i blessed enough...
so my wish is for her instead...
may angels above bless her...

2009-05-18T00:26:00.000-07:00

omg...
my hamster die!
my little pet for 1 and a half years man...
against my mom wishes too!
hahaha..
stone and frozen...
poor hamster...
mom called me to bury it downstairs..
man!
i wan to get white one soon..
but mom will sure jump at me again!
haahah.. to her, it is a rat!
lol
is jus a little harmless pet ma
sian...

and yea...
these daes fucking busy...
tournaments and everyting...
car lesson and tests...
hahahah...
teens mag under-20 beach volleyball tournament
been trainin at PHS with desmond and friends!
but yesterday trainin i landed on a volleyball and have a fucking bad sprain!
and next sat is the competition!
i hope will recover in time!
i hope!
i really wanna play!!!!!!

theres someting weighting down on me!
i cant put a finger to it.. hai yo...

2009-03-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

hahaha..

i guess i should close down tis shit le ba..

so so lazy to blog..

i wanna meet my friends lex...

my sec school..

my jc friends...

hai yo...

hmmm..
L4D..
a game i tried at lan shop once oly..
seems like its going to be a craze for it soon...
so many ppl mad over it?
even gals!
omg..
its rather refreshing and cool seeing gals at lan shops.
hahaah...
its jus like counter strike?
lol..
shold get my gal to play it some day?
wahah...
but for now, its still dota for me!
woootsss

i realise theres lesser tingswe can do together...

lesser and lesser...

now jus oly go out meet to eat oly..

rather poor ting huh... hmmm

2009-01-23T21:43:00.000-08:00

long long time nv blog...
time flies....
we will be 20 soon. omg...
20 yrs old lex...
so old le lo...
i feels i changed a lot tis yr...
my way of tinking...
my actions...
my view on life...
change soso much...

been in fire station for 3 months le..
seems llong time...
junior came in le..
haha..
went to fire post in light fire attack vehicle (LF)..
lol..
the feeling of being a vehicle commander is cool...
though is just a red rhino...
but responsibility is huge...
wit no one to back me up except for my crews...
toots....
been to lots of fire..
but my 2nd and 3rd duty in LFAV i been to 2 big big fire...
11 hour operations man....
shacked out...
one of our Track Fire Fighting Vehicle even sink into quick sand and need to be towed out lo...
omg..
amazing experience....

also have been representing my station in lots of competition...
volleyball, basketball, IURR running, chess competition...
toots.....
tats me...
involved in lots lots of competition lo....
miss my school friends..
my amkss friends and jc friends...
but life goes on....
flipping through those primary to jc photos is weird but full of emotions..
shall upload those photos soon ba.. :)

relationship is rather stable..
she is happie ba...
at last come to my house officially to celebrate mom and sis birthday...
hmmm
wonder if tis is the one for life long future....
guys are bad so am i....
but i dun like the feeling of betraying ppl...
esp my gf...
so i considered rather loyal ba...
lol
its no longer long ups and down of a new relationship..
rather settled le ba...
she wan me to blog i love her..
hahah..
love u dear... :)

2008-10-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

these days...
are fun..
station life is interesting...
is like a family...
and rota 2 of seng kang station is said to be the most "ki lard" de rota...
quite hiong ba...
1st call is a sucide call which appears on paper...
and ppl clapping for us saving a life...
hmmm..
haven have a chance to see dead body yet....
they say even the best will vomit....
and told me really really nv to look at the head of a dead body 1st....
look for leg upwards...
wonder how true is tat...
im sure i will have a chance de.. lol
been D.section commander 2 times in station le...
responsibility is overwhelming on the shoulders of a 19 yr old...
fire reports and invesitgation to be learned and done...
i heard tis sat i will be going down into the 7 storey deep well in our station?
maybe ba...
as a wellcome gift?
hah...
i don mind anyway...

other den station life, other stuff have been a mess for me...
relationship esp...
i donno who to put a finger to...
me self?
or her?
been blowing hot and cold these days to her..
maybe is the heavy expectation on me by station?
maybe i cant pin point the error?
very troubled...
but wat is it...
i know she is one of few who can endure my mood...
who nv go against my wishes...
but...
something is wrong...
i donno....
im feeling disillusioned...
sick and moody...
i don know wat i wan...
i need something diff...
i need a neat and tidy place...
for me to hide myself...
im feelin weird..
wit this relationship....
i don wan to face it...
i donno why....

there is something..
but i cant put a finger to it..
i fear..
the worst...
is about to happen...
or is it?

a mixture of feelings...
disillusioned wit personal life
yet happy wit seng kang station life....
donno...
weird...
and i don like tis mixture...

thought of daniel....
hahah... from 29th ersc la...
oly his words has the ability to calm me down?
to pinpoint out the error?
ha
wonder hows the guys of 29th ersc doing...
i really miss those days of HELL and HEAVEN..
haizzzzz.....
sorta envy those instructors..
though im happy and fine wit my station...
hahah...
haven pump any1 yet...
zzzzz

2008-09-26T17:58:00.000-07:00

a very long time since i blogged!

14th april-- went in to NS civil defence
selected for emergency response specialist
joined 29th erss

6 months later..........
26th sept-- passed out from the course
a sergent
posted to seng kang fire station

the start of the course-- everyone hates it.. booking in every weekend, going through basic task manual, trainin in full fire fighting gears, heavy ba set, rolling and unrolling thousands of hoses, every mondays where we starts thinkin of fridays, my dom 6 where stuff happens, brunei obbd, home team basic course, 5 BX, radin styled. thick and thin, we went through it together.

but now, as we all pass out, become firefighters, sergents, we wanted a much longer time together, we cant bear each other, after 6months 24/7 together, emotionally charged final day.

Daniel, from innova jc, my school, is wit me in this course. his talent really shone through esp during passing out day. his original piece of song created just for 29th ersc is just the one and oly best. i will post upp the videos and u all will know wat i meant!

the final moment comes, i wasnt mentally prepared not to see them as 29th ersc as a whole again. no more booking ins, no more fun together. the idea of all these haven sink in. but the moment i see all and every one start hugging each other and broke down crying, i felt it. the pain of leaving CDA, leaving 29th ersc. 6 months. just like tat. i was holding back. the moment i saw joshua, pang, shang ji cried, i couldnt hold it anymore. it just flowed down uncontrollably. emotional moment, every one just hugged and hugged. 20th ersc, 55 ppl, from differing backgrounds, bonded so much so tat the course is over in a blink of eye.

when i went up to joshua, him in teary red eyes,he was saying, why do we all have to be seperate, it all over, why do we have to leave..... i broked down again, those words really touch my inner self, i guess every else too. leaving is pain yet unavoidable. former batches nv break down like ours, the bond we shared, is unbelieveable. thks guys. i really do love u all, 29th ers will be in me forever, ours and only. its the memories that we can bring with us.

i thk u guy, 29th ersc

opps.. cards are illegal in dom! lolmore photo and video to come. :)

2008-07-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

minnice <3 loves

2008-07-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

though tis video is not sg firefighters,

but tis video really shows wat im doing now.

a true firefighter.

a true emergency response specialist

2008-05-19T00:23:00.000-07:00

6 weeks since i went into civil defence.
a great 6 weeks it was!
ppl seems to have a wrong impression of civil def are slackin de.
even i thought it was so too be4 entering.
now i beg to defer.
at least my course wasnt so.
ERS(emergency response specialist)
imagine whoever is suciding or trapped in fire.
or in a car of fire.
we will be the one to risk ourself to safe life.
our instructors told us.
they feel tat ERS is one of the most noble and useful uniform grp among the national services
army are train to prepare for war.
but we are train to save those injured in war or in daily lifes everyday!
we are exposed to real daily risk while they arent (yet)
may be tats y CD are the highest paid uniform grp ba.
ok.
the trainin is fucking hell!
i wonder if i can go through 6 months of torture
i tink im the most unlucky guy in ther!
1 month gone and i did damn loads of stupid stuff inside le.
man.
i hope i will get through it and be posted to seng kang fire station...
well...
i hope...

struggling...
not physically...
not mentally....
but
emotionally.....

2008-04-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

i back!
tuesday just went in...
friday out le!
haha
lol
civil defence no need confinement!
civil defence can book out for friday to sunday!
i am slected for emergence response specialist course( caurse oly like 20 over jc studdents there)
wat a piece of news..
pros of this course: this is the highest and shortest route to become a sergent!
toots!
pay is very high, 1.3 k per month compared to other ns men who get 400 bucks oly
work 1 day rest two day, so is like 1 month work 10 days rest 20 days pays is 1.3k plus!
omg..

but...
cons of this course:
this is a six month course...
the trainin is fucking tough..
10 times tougher den normal ns!
i have a taste of it and i m dieing soon!
zzzz

but tink...
while i will grad as a sergent(pay is 1.2k) or even highr, others grad as oly private, whose pay is like 400 plus..
the prospect of ERS is gd.. very gd...
but the trainin is tough!
i hope i will go through...
i hope i will not give up mid way...
pray for me luck...
i can do it!

i will miss her like siao...
haizzz

2008-04-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

journey to become a man!
tml...
the day finally arrive..
i will be shaved botak...
and will be confined...
away from the world.
my hope.
to go for an officer.
wish me luck.
soon.
maybe.
feels a lot of stuff undone.
feel out of place.
someting is missin
a path of uncertainy laid in front of me.
but the spirit in me tells me, "be fearless! go for it!"

meanwhile.
i will be missin my friends.
family.
most of all,
you......

on a mission to raise myself.
to a lvl nv be4.

merlinda gone over seas study.
gd luck to her
gerald went back to nyjc to study.
gd luck to him too..
and ya, coming may or june, i wan to complete in the 42.195km race wit some of my friends.
a test of mental strength.
i wan to feel the sense of acheivement when completed the 5 to 8 hour race.
any 1 interested join us. :0)

signed off, bentink aka icetears! :p
see me botak next time!

2008-03-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

A LEVELS out!!!!

should i be happie or sad?
hai...
no one will expect me to get a single a...
including me myself, ms shen, mr lim, or my friends...
but guess wat..

during my years in jc...
i nv ever get a pass in for my h2 subjects be4 except when during promos...
so u can say...
i a straight U's student...
U for undergraded.
u for gp,math, chem, econs, history...
prelims 1 and 2, i fail all my subjects too!!!
omg...
hopeless case xia...
ms shen did mention to my parents be4 even if i chiong my studies den at august,
the most i will get is a B, or C..
A is impossible for me..
i was a bit angry and shocked den....
but...
those cruel words did spured me on a bit...
after prelims, i remember tat sub teachers showed us someting...
like results of our seniors for prelims and a levels..
none of them ever got an A for a level when they flunk their prelims wit a U grade...
i was futher demoralised!
i was sorta last few in results in class...
wee chen or kelvin seems to be always in front of me....
i m the one always catching up...
saded...

my results day...

i got the news from friends and chers tat our batch did not as well as be4....
only our gp and history got improvement..
the rest of sub sorta badly done..
and oly bout 40 percent can make it to uni...
i was like, "i dead!''
based on my results in school, i cant make it, wats more now?!?
i usually the bottom last few in the school..
so how could i be within the 40 percent who make it...
mission impossible.......
met up wit my class early for basketball in school..
make a few many misplaced passes and shots and was like...ps ps, sorry sorry..
guess the nerve is getting onto me....
haizzzz...

2.30 came in a flash...
results were to be out...
our schools got a couple of straight a's student...
including the "evergreen" kai lai...
straight a's xia!!!
its is impressive considering our school intake is normally 15 to 20 pointers...
i was one of the least few to get the results..
seeing ppl taking their results and bursting in tears of joy or disappointment...
i was nervous...
wee chen go take his be4 mine,
and he was like shaking his head and sighning...
i was like, wtf...
he usually top class or somewhere thee in econs, and iff he shake his head, den.....
i done....
ms shen were giving out ppl results with a stern face...
i sit down be4 her and look at her face for sign of clue...
she smile...
omg....
after getting me to sign a few papers, she pass me my results and sayin..
"good job bentink, u did fairly well.... and u managed to get an A for history and ECONS!!!"
i was stunned....
she said, i don believe it either tat u can get a A for my econs!!!
i was still blanked in mind and digesting the piece of good news...
ok.. i did not very well for the rest but nv did i expect to see 2 A's in my cert!!!!!!@
holyshit!!!!
so i got 2 As, 2Cs, 1 E and 1 S(wtf, its gp!)!!!!
i managed to get from an U(ungraded) in all subjects to 2 A's in a lvl!!..
ms shen was stunned by me..
mr lim said to me, "no offence, but neither did i expect u to get an A for econs, i was also shocked when ms shen showed it to me"
mr yeo said," its a pleasent surprise to u isn't it...."
:)
indeed it is...
i proved to all the teachers and princpal tat i made it against odds and define history of from U to A...
i thanks ms shen, mr lim, mr yeo, ms yeo(P)..
nv managed to thank the rest of teacher as i cant find them...
but again..

to them, i wanna say,
"without u teachers, i cant make it.. thanks for not giving me up even to the last moment when i sorta a hopeless student, i made it, so its a sign of you chers great achievement too!, a big hug and thanks to u all, when seems too little or insignifance to jus mentions thanks oly, but i m bad wit words so, i don know wat else to say!!!
mr lim, ms shen, ms tan(gone overseas), mr yeo, mdm lim, ms choo, and all chers who taught me...
u guys are great teachers... i could nv have tis day witout u all!!"

i still in shocked and digesting the great news now... :)

to all those who nv made it, don give up, prove all ppl wrong...
pick urself up and fight on more!!

love to all!!!

2008-02-23T16:54:00.000-08:00

Call me Instructor ben or bentink!
wahaahhaha!
im enjoying camp life!

camps:
1st camp i did wit camelot
greenview sec..
nv bond much wit the kids
cause we are suppose to step back to let the student leaders do the job

2nd camp wit camelot:
northlight
was a challenging school..
they were preparing for ite course
so u can see why challenging
but i managed to control them quite well and ended up bonded to some of them...
i promise to go back see them but haven yet..

3rd camp wit synergy dynamics
the one i did yesterday...
was the best
chij or ijtp toa payoh
girls school!
sec 3 camp
class 3/4 of 2008 was indeed the best class i ever did...
even other instructors were like singing praises of them to me...
they give me lots of nic name
like ben, bear, genting etc....
haha
i feel proud to be their group instructor man
if i have the chance, i will wan to be their instructors 10 times more!
and the picture of them not willing to leave the camp and me and the last day of camp was touching...
they did a big big card for me and nad and some closer instructors...
though small but very meaning full...
some other instrustors got cards from their classes too but was like saying they don feel as bonded and feel the classes do for the sake of doing...
if any1 see the gala nite dance will be like....
amazing..........

to their credit, they did it all by themselves...
little or no help from me at all!
gals....
u all are indeed great...
i love your irritating cheer, and sucidal song!
in fact, all the instructors love ur spirit...
omg...
did i put too much emotions into them?
hahaha
they are like my little kids and im like their...
emmm
guardian "angle"(or maybe devil!)..
wahahahha...

to my amazment,
i did not only made an impact to their class but to other class gals as well!!!!!!
wahahah
some even wrote "love" letters to me from other classes!
probably i have made myself more of friend-to-friend bond
rather den instructors to campers bond
they gave me hotmails and hp no to contact them...
but as a instructors, we were advice not to contact through hp...
most probably msn is fine...
so gals,
il u all are resourcefull enough den look for me at friendsters, if not too bad..
haha
cause im not suppose to give ur gals anything like personal contacts!
all the best to u gals...

my lousy hp video, if i can find beeta onces i will uploads it..
and u gals photo not wit me
so i will upload once i have them.. :)
oh ya..
click the stop button on top of page 1st to stop my blog song and view the clips

psss..

i negleted my gf these 3 camping days man..

shit...

guilty...

but i real tired due to the sentry night duty to safeguard the gals...

cannot sleep at all...

and the irritating bugs!!!!

hai...

i realise my level of english have had droppedfrom already bad to worse!

2008-01-25T16:27:00.000-08:00

went to a camp lisda intro..
not good money but very fun!
100 plus for the camp..
evergreen sec...
haha..

did the camp wit gerald...
was like fooling wot him there!
haah
i want to get darker but oly a bit nia..
nv do anything for the camp much
due to all the students leaders tat are suppose to take charge...
lol...
i make a lots of friends there at around our age!
though some don look like our age lo!
haha
ruth! ru yi! wahahaah
levonn!
azman! ( uncle! lol!)
mavin!
grace!
sky?
wind?( lol, i thought theres 1 sky and 1 wind, its name ok!)
joanna!
cat! (innova jc de lo! she claim nv see me be4! sad!)
esther!
opps.. i forget the camp cheif name!
lol!
she looks intimidating ok! haha
but she is one nice person la...
and some more ppl like zhi wei or wat...
and 2 more guy not sure name!

wanna to do back to back camp de but know ma ma will kill me..
i proud tat i manage to persude some of the ppl to go for the high Elements or flying fox...
being a group instructor or trainer feel powerfull!
wahahaah...
man.. camp is cool...
except for the food and the food uncles and aunties v stingy la
and the fucking cold bunk in the middle of night!
hahaha
monday may be doin 1 more camp
have to beg my mama let me go lo...
hmmm
i now a newbie camp instructor! wahaah...

2008-01-10T21:42:00.000-08:00

my gal and me
get well soon

my best bud at sentosa!
he wearing boxer haven wear jeans in the toliet! hahaha

2007-12-29T20:30:00.000-08:00

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contact my friends for my hp no directly....
i will do my best to help..

2007-12-24T17:58:00.000-08:00

Christmas today!

merry christmas to all!!!!
except 4 me..
hhhahah..
y?
cause shes not able to be wit me...
loney feelin...
she probably having fun in china now ba..
she hopes to see snow...
i pray tat she will see it there...
hopes shes having fun and don be at odds wit her family...
haiz..
really really feeling down and loney...
see ppl wit gf bf arms in arms while im one self...
sadded..
lol..
she made me a power point..
and wan me to view it today...
i managered to hold my curiousity till now...
and im feelin sweet in hard yet loney...
if oly shes beside me now...
cry...

a slide from her power point...
simple yet sweet...

"011206..
A question was asked and a beautiful story is created..

251206..
U gave me a ring. I’m sry I lost it. Dun wry it has become locked in my heart

100307..
U gave me ur first kiss in the mrt leh. Hahas. So shocking and embarress
Until now.

U shower with love and everything u can
Lastly, I want to say thanks for being my bf and love u all the way. "*touched*

anyway...
merry christmas to all....
1 yr is going to pass soon!!!
hope all wishes are granted...
:0

the last time we were together, 3 days ago...

we both witness the birth of hamsters..

naked and vulnerable...

smile...

life so weak...

2007-12-16T18:37:00.000-08:00

im sorry..
sorry
sorry...
if u feel left out..
if u feel lost...
if u feels sad..
and if u cant feel my presence...

i feel im busier den be a levels,
and like anything...
for this moment i cant care 4 u like i always do...

well
my fault...
i deserved death sentence..

words cannot be taken back
even if u wish to..
and the truth is always hurtful

2007-11-28T08:21:00.000-08:00

hmm
grad nite yest...
sad..
cause the day be4 grad nite i broke my leg...
ouch...
hai...
spolit my day lo..
grad nite...
still ok...
we got a lucky table..
5 ppl got lucky draw...
ms shen go off 1st den after tat won 100 buck voucher...
lol..
wanted to go river there spent nite wit her de...
but...
she leg pain... ( high heels!)
i also leg pain(sprain)
den she cannot stay overnite..
so cab back spent 35 plus on cab alone share wit kel..

pics...
sad...
wasnt in perfect shape den..
fun nevertheless..

Zhen hui..
vb mate..
she looks "my godness me"...
nice!

buddy!(wei ming nv come:(

the gals...

kai lai...

is simply jaws dropping!!!

nv expect her to wear so nice!

haha..

her value went up a lot i guess

the fact is...

all the gals went up in value!

every1(my class gals) look sexy and tempting!!

eil, tze, rui, swn,kai Lai, cindy,flora, khiryn, lisda, hw, etc

haha....

not every1 though...

all is sexy sexy except 1..

but is tat a gal??

ehh..

no comments!

lol

i already commenting!

my gal...

omg!!!she indeed have some figures!

le shan..

nominated for prom queen!

she not so tall de lo!!!

jus wear 4 inch high heels..

but she looks perfect gal...

stunnin too!!

vb mates!!!

hey..

wheres our alumni team1!!!!

zhi sheng look cool in his big glasses!!!

cindy and kai lai...

no need to say..

both went beyond my expected imaginations!!!

our table wit mr lim!

i look short k!
next time i wun stand up le!

kelvin and his "gal friend!"

teased by ms shen

haha..

me n my gal
i look beng k...
me wit tze..

one big ting to note...
she looks damn slim...two diff ppl from 2 yrs ago...
and her figure shines in her dress k!

may!

i wonder y all gals are so pretty tat nite?

lol

raymond!

lol...

ms shen and me...

lol..

she so lucky..

got top 10 lucky draw!

aie.. we help u take the prize de..

can we have some of the prize? lol!

see this three.

cool huh...

i nv take pic wit lisda and khairyn and flora !!

wasted k...

wonder if got any more chance to take?

few other high lights...

one guy wear a dress!!!!

for prom k!!

lol..

ms tan!!

dye hair!!

lol unexpected..

and some1 brought "gf" from donno where de come our prom!!!

i was like...

wtf...

lucky nv let u seat our table!!

hahaah...

other photos!

the sporty gals!
the bb session i missed!

a LOT!!!!
the gals!!

oh man.. i miss u all
wei ming..

at last u appear! lol

k class...

i really wan go b to the schools day..

and u know wat..

its gone..

we cant wears our uniform anymore le..

except resuls day!

hai..

i gonna make so outing at sentosa...

u all betta come!!!!

i don care...

cannoeing!!! k?

admin or customer service

cause today went to interview 2 jobs le!

1 is MNC de customer 7 per hour..

another is agent..

got a $6.5 per hour job 4 me..

any1 wan job sms me asap!!

7 or 6.5 per hour!(quick or its gone)

2007-11-22T19:59:00.000-08:00

hhaa..
lazy me update at last...
ppl see my previous post tnik i break wit her le...
no al..
i meant A levels la...
lol...

NEW HAND PHONE...6120 I TINK....
i bought a new hp!!
at last..
came into market for 2 months oly...
wit micro memory card and can use wat wifi shit!!!!
lol...
haven explore finish yet... lololol

HIGHLIGHT HAIR!!!
i pei gerald go highlight hair tat day...
50buck..
i mean i wait for him while he highlight hair
envious...
the hairdresser say if 2 ppl will be cheaper de...
i say cannot...
my mum will kick me out of house if i do so witout asking her!!
lol
den my mom suddenly say if i wan colour plus highlight hair go lo...
omg...
so happy...
i wan do brown wit purple highlight or gold highlight..
purple nice but too beng le lo...
haha....

CLASS OUTING?
class...
wanna go out someday?
classouting or wat..
bbq or sentosa?
we no challet v kelan le lex...
haiyo...
i know relationship is not at the best in our class at this moment...
i feel we need to use our real feelin for each other..
no acting...
no fakes....
if after being your true self den u found friends...
this are the ones who can accept u as who u are...
no accept u as the fake side..
omg..
so luan...
this aims at no particular ppl but is how i feel ppl should connect wit friends...
let nature takes its own course ba...
hmmmm...

RELATIONSHIPS!!!
gerald(my best gay!!) and merlinda ar...
u two always on off on off de...
den i middle man see till so bored la..
can u two who love each other stop being so stuborn?
face your own feelings la...
hai...
while i was helpin u 2 i myself also got problem la...
can solve u 2's probem but not myown de..
haha
thks gerald for lendin oyur leather suit....
ahha.. tink is keather ba...
will take gd care de...

MEET CHINA SCHOLARS?
wee chen...
i own u de 40 bucks cause i lost your 100rm dollars i really need time man..
this prom really neeeds money xia...
so ps ar...
anyway we meetin the china scholars again soon?
steam boat?
haha...
i also broke so maybe also got problem going out le lo...
hmmm...

JOBS!!!
i found many jobs through JobsDB.com...
one agent called me...
ask me how much i willin to accept..
i say 7 to 9...
den u tell me too much for a non-exp de...
oly can 6.50...
wtf...
den u ask me wat pay i wan for wat..
my sister can get 8 bucks de also no exp wat...
my friend and sister say she is middle man..
so must be cope 1.50 buck per hour i work out of it...
wat the f...
sian.. i reject of course la...
waitin for more news..
hopfullysoon..
cause i need money soon!!!!!!!!

CLUBBING!!!
i wan go clubbing some day...
kee yong wan bring me there..
gerald also...
a lot ppl wan bring me there..
but key point is...
i no money at the moment la!!!
dots...

2007-11-16T08:00:00.000-08:00

its really over.. over
over!!!!
between u and me....
bye bye... asshole!!!!
Bye A levels!!!!@@!$@$! #$

2007-10-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

歌曲：好心分手(chinese plus cantonese)
歌手：卢巧音王力宏

女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗

(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我试一下
抱一下

(女):回头望伴
你走
从来未曾
幸福过

(男):恨太多
没结果
往事重提是折磨

(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多

(男):被我伤让你痛

(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我

(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果
往事重提是折磨

(女):下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开
我从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我

(女):若勉强也分到不多
不如什么也摔破

(男):好心分手每天播

(女):可知歌者也奈何

(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我

(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

this song... very nice... listen!!!! or u will regret... :)
delicate to all couples out there...
my class who busy mugging for A...
listen to destress also can!!!
emo song...

2007-10-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

many stuff to blog..
my national service on 8 april...
all my friends all go teckgong...
all go there for basic military training...
me?
i going civil defence...
hahaah...
and mine is not called BMT...
is called basic rescue training centre(BRTC)
wahaha...
ppl envy me...
lol..
some say oly stupig ppl go there..
i wonder true not...
others say tats all crap...
no different de...
lol
i happy for some reasons..
1stly can bring cam hp..
lol
2nd tink no need to stay in camp like the rest in teckgong..(tats wat i heard so)
lol
3rdly ppl say more slack...
4th... can become officer easier...
:)
haha...
but on the downside...
i was wanting to go normal de NS...
cause i wan to toughen up myself...
hai...

got many photos to upload...
haha...
my dear class...
too many stuff to say... next time update on u gals...
haah

the freaking blogger upload sosososo slow...
i got like 200 photos to upload... sianxxx...
any teach me short cut?
haizzz...
nvm... next time shall den upload...

2007-10-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

a good and bad news...
haha...
i cant be a comando in NS..
ahah..
cause i'm the oly son...
gd news is tat i goin to tread onto a journey to becomin a man!!
but my enlistment is rather very late...
8 April...
haha...
i nv thought i will get so late de...
is it gd or bad news?
lol...
goin goin gone..
study again

2007-09-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

man!!!
i hate car park attendent!!!
she knows why...
lol...
A's coming in 30 plus days le..
its scary at the speed two years past like tat...
haizzz.....
gal...
don be upset always lex...
look at the toy i buy 4 u...
and SMILE HAPPILY!!!!
lol...
i wonder how to cure her sickness and pain...
:(
get well soon my dear!!!

tis song 4 u..

湘伦小雨四手联弹 and 不能说的秘密琴房 smiles dear:)
tink u will like it...
don cry ya.. lol

2007-09-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

PARENT'S LOVE

"love u when u were a child
wit your blonde ringlets and endearing smile
but u laugh at me when i offered u
a seat on my tricycle for 2

i love u when u turn 16
when u turn into the prettiest gal i've ever seen
but u scoffed and show ur friends
the letter i wrote wit shaking hands

i loved u when u blossomed
into a truly beautiful woman
but u nv fail to turn away in disgust
whenever u saw me limping past

but i still love u and will always do
even when you are aged eighty two
even when you are sent to lord above
you will always have wit you my love"

credits: Tze Min :)
wrote by her...
amazing...
even is published in our innova gp book 07...
wow...
coped from her...
got the copyright law permission from her...
haha...
must read carefully.... :)

nice isnt it...
speaks true of love of mother...
wit a hint of sadness...
touched my heart...

2007-09-12T20:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday..
boring dae i thought...
studying at home all dae long...
missing my dear dear lot..
hai yo...

den afternoon came the surpise..
i was lying on my sofa shaking legs..
den i realise some ting strange...
y was my whole body shakin when i was oly shaking my legs?
i tinkin is it cause my house sofa was breaking down...
den i shake leg will shake whole sofa...
lol...
den my mum suddenly shout out" look at the fish tank!!!"
omg omg omg....
the water was waving like theres a thunderstorm in the middle of ocean la...
omg...
den i stand up and realise the ground was shaking..
giddy xia..
4 bout 5 minutes la...
zzzz
so fun...
1st time encounter lex...

den call dear dear tell her..
she was like laughin and tellin me to go out of the building...
i say cannot, need study...
she say nvm, go campasspoint study...
den i say if i were to die, its fate lo...
even go campasspoint also will collapse de..
wahaha...
she say den go some where open field or wat lo...
den i say lighting will strike de...
so we cant escape death if fate decided so..
lol...

kkk...
scary experience...
b to study!!!
haizzz..
tis song nice nice...
especially the chorus nice xia...
muack to dear pig...
loving u feels so nice:)

2007-09-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

haiz...
gal ar gal...
i don know how to make u positive!!
no matter how i rant at u
how i scolded u
or even cried for u...
u still very negative...
hai...
leapard nv change its spots la...
pig!!!

i cant bear seeing u so -ve and sad studying every dae lex
haizz...
tell me how!!!!
sianzzz...
studying these daes like a dog!!!
hai yo...
but lookin foward to prelim 2 to see how i improved...
haha...
probly nv ba...
k..
back to studying..

i love this song...
listen to the words carefully...

2007-09-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

sianzz..
at my gal house now...
studying...
must study real hard hard...
haizz
i cook breadfast 4 her..
she eat half way don wan eat...
so sad...

mavis: mei you leh. is u snatch away frm me de.
bentink: nnononoo, is u look like don like my food den i take away de..
mavis: who ask u think so much plus wake me up so early in the morning. i want to sleep whole dae de lorh.
bentink: don pig la... A lvl just 50plus daes away ok... ai ya... don ka jiao me bloggin la....
mavis: duno who jus now type study real hard de. now bloggin at my laptop ar... now i shall help u off the laptop...
bentink: ai ya... don offfff!!!!!$%$#^%$#@%#^^#%

2007-08-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

life tiring...
A level is in 62 days time...
after today is 61 day le...
den 60...
59.....
5..
4...
3....
2....
1....
zzzz

anyway...
heres a post to all spammers and whoever shit...
lol
recently some1 spamming class blog in my nick "ice"
lol
so funny and stupid la...
common sense tells u hu could it be...
lol
i'm not tinkin much bout it...
they seems to have fun in doing stuff like tat..
so heck la...
it will nv ends...
it tickles me... lol
who care...
diao....
loloolol

i seemly like our strange class...
full of characters and odd personals...
tat makes up a class ba...
tinking back, its seems we have had thousands of disagreements and fights over many many stuff...
but we still have had happy moments together...
like how we sold our famous choco muffins made by the 2 MALAY gals lol..
how we gossip bout one another...
how the gals crave over wee chen...(maybe over his $$ la lol)
and many many...
lol
this is a hallmark of a special class...
good and the bad moments together...
**smiles**

hmmm...
class...
lets have a class chalet ya...
feel odd not having 1 after 2 years together...
lets have gd memories together for the last time???
lol
like dying like tat...
chooi....
lol
i hope i will cry on graduation day...
lol
dont look at my direction tat day...
i will burst into tears de...
lololol
haha
hope i wont...
***smiles***
ICE tears :)

2007-08-22T08:57:00.000-07:00

A TALE OF 2 DAIRIES

wife diary:
sunday nite
i thought he was acting weird.
we made plans to meet at cafe to have coffee.
i thought he was upset that i was a little late, but he made no comment.
i ask him wats wrong...
he said: nothing...
on the way home i told him tat i loved him. he simply smiled and kept driving...
when we got home, i felt as if i had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do wit me anymore...
he just sat there and watchd tv; he seemed distant, absent.
finally, i went to bed.
i cried till i fall asleep.
i don know wat to do.
i'm almost sure tat his thoughts are wit some1 else.
my life is a disaster...

HUSBAND'S DIARY

today..
man u lost a match. DAMN IT!!!!!

adapted from newpaper...

lol...
so typical of gal ...
:)

2007-08-14T01:51:00.000-07:00

:)))

credits to hui wen...

thanks ya..

lol

2007-08-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

关怀方式

陈汉伟，蔡礼莲《关怀方式》

寂寞开在心事旁，随手中意谢伤感，不让星星来窥探，找个沉默的夜晚；

找个沉默的夜晚，不让星星来窥探，随手中意谢伤感，寂寞开在心事旁。

我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉，只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房；

你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾，受伤后无悔的埋在不流露的脸上。

2007-08-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

Red River Valley

From this valley they say you are going
We will miss your bright eyes and sweet smile
For they say you are taking the sunshine
That has brightened our path for a while

Come and sit by my side if you love me
Do not hasten to bid me adieu
But remember the Red River Valley
And the cowboy who loved you so true

From this valley they say you are going
We will miss your bright eyes and sweet smile
For they say you are taking the sunshine
That has brightened our path for a while

Come and sit by my side if you love me
Do not hasten to bid me adieu
But remember the Red River Valley
And the cowboy who loved you so true

i wan tis child hood song... :)

2007-07-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

QUOTE OF THE DAY

to become a butterfly....

u have to give up the comfort of being a caterpillar....

-------ms yeo-----------

2007-07-21T18:29:00.001-07:00

Random post
dozens of stuff to blog...

1st..
maggie tan...
the girl from deal or no deal...
from innova jc de...
she appeared on the cover page of maxim 1 month ago...
now...
she appear again...
on FHM mens mag...
haha...
my gal's classmates...
or rather former classmates...
random...

2nd...
in a relationship....
i notice a few fun facts...
1) u will feel odd calling ur partner by his or her name...
cause it seems like u 2 were just friends...
usually a hint in the eye or a nod will do the trick...

2) its real hard to find a relation thats 2-sided...
usually one will love more than the other...(not me though)

3)i was msging a gal taking bout relationships..
she have the innocent and "i-nv-know-wats-sex" look...
yet she told me a phrase...
and i agree...
in a relationship...
intimacy can never be avoided...
tsk tsk... lol
be it hugs or kisses...
thats the feeling of being loved....

4)gals want to keep their precious "V"...
but seems like guys are too eager to lose their "not-so-precious V"
i known some of my friends no longer a virgin...
sex seems common at 18 yrs old...
not like in 14 yrs old where the hoo-haa is on...
but still...
to me...
guys should know how to control their desire...
and respect gals precious V...
its hard to control but it can be done...
they are not ur cum-bucket to have sex wit...
other ways are always available de..
like
by doing "u-know-wat" alone to rid the desire.....
lol

btw..98% of guys see porn and "M" at least once by our age...
serious... gals.. don believe them if they say they dont have desire...
and did not even touch their own penis once...lol
if they nv admit,
maybe it means either they are the 2% of the guys or they are fear losing the clean image to their gal friends....lol
according to Fhm, guys tink of sex every 7 sec... i beg to differ... the maximum frequency is just once per 7 minutes....haha...
X rated

kk..
down to other stuff...
friends...
if tag den use names ar...
even scoldin me or wat...
i accept my friends opinion and will gladly listen...
but i will nv listen to some1 i don know...
i serious wont mind...
i remember tellin lisda or selene if they feels i do anyting wrong...
tell me in my face...
but i feel blessed...
for ppl(i know its her) to speak up for me...

my elder sister once told me,
y be mature and old when u have like the rest of ur 3/4 life to be old...
u oly have this time of ur life to be childish and young...
y bother turn old so fast when we are oly 18...
we don have any more 18 to celebrate...
so do something mad for once and it will serve as a gd memories for ur future..
so guys and gals...
lets do someting real mad when we are still 18...
not when we are 81
even we wish to do also not energy le la...
wahahaahahah....
im young....
im so blessed to be still 18:)
lololol
:)

2007-07-13T00:34:00.000-07:00

THE REALITY OF GLOBALISATION ( or u can say reality of students)
every morning
a deer wakes up
it knows it must outrun
the fastest tiger
or it will be killed

every morning
a tiger wakes up
it knows it must run
faster than the slowest deer
or it will be starved

it does not matter whether
you are a tiger or a deer
when the sun comes up
you better be running

2007-07-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

well...
to "the outsider"
i bet u must be my dear's friend...
u must be feeling sad for her...
but i truely understand wat i'm doing...

i sure if words spread like fire...
she will be questioned why her bf do this do tat...
no guy will wan their gal to face criticism over wat he done...
a guy will wan to protect her gal from everything..
and to me...
i did the right thing...
by breaking wit her at least for the time being....
she don have to answer for my actions to her friends...
no one will fully understand wat is the real situation like...
unless they are in my shoes...

i am guy...
i did wrong...
i face it myself...
call me egoistic...
but thats me...
i stick by my principal....
to tink and do the best for her...
and thats is the best possible way out....

i still wan to be a perfect bf in her heart...
i don wan to tell her the reason....
any1 will be shocked...
including her...
pls don let the me in her heart be destroyed...
i still love her....

hope time will heals everyting....
hope i can regain ppls trust...
and hope....
our love for each other will still be as strong as ever....

my dear...
IceTears
it means a lot to me...
meaning
----------------don cry---------------------

2007-07-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

i did something really wrong today...
and i'm feeling the heat...
i wish time will go back...
+cry+

i break wit her...
at least for the time being...
if wat i did gets around...
ppl will look at her in a different light...
i don wan ppl to laugh at her say why she have a bf like tat...
so i broke wit her..
at least for now...
till the storm is over...
for her own sake and mine....
i still love her....
tats y i come to decision...
to save her from possible humuliation....
be strong my dear...
time flies...
focus energy on ur studies....
i will still miss u....

i really regretted my actions...
i will be facing the music..
boi...
be strong...
u deserved it...
a moment of impulse....
does not explain ur sins...
im really really sorry...
to the ppl around me who knows it..
i let u guys down....
+cryyyyyyy+

2007-07-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

haiz...
prelims over le..
i believe i did a little betta but still failing ba...
must start studying from now..
don wan build up later...
but wan play bb and vb a while also..
lol
balanced ba...
lol...
all hu did not do well...
try again...
well...
u all have no choice any way..
lololol

2007-06-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

prelims...
makes me motivated to study...
but like wat mr chu say..
most ppl don have determination to do so...
me too...
i wanted to study...
hmmm....

prelims so weird...
easy to eye...
but when try...
wat the TOOOTSSS...
too eay to do??? haizzz.....

2007-06-14T22:57:00.000-07:00

this pic i saw when looking 4 a blog skin...
very cool...
cute also...
meaningfull too...
agree?
no special; meaning...
don tink too much..

anyway...
pls wait for the video clip on the right to load

wont take long...

listen the song...
very nice...
the song nice
but the mv so so oly...
also don know hus the guy...
say by chen guan xi, 陈冠希， edison...

my sis like him lots..

haha...

i not gay...

but he's goody-looking la

click this link...
a short clip...
it will make u happie...
lol
http://www.starterupsteve.com/swf/cantsmilewithoutu.html

2007-06-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

11.45 pm...
june 12 2007
age....
18!!!!!
lol...
i can official walk into singapore pools and place my soccer bets...
(im good at predicting matchs scores : p)
i can go clubbing without being afraid of being raided and rejected...
i can smoke and drink all i wan now..( though i hate smoke)
i can take up driving course now...( so envious of joyce and swn juan lol)
i can say im half way being a real man...( full man oly when im out from army)
lol

thanks to:
jessica(vb),
li main(amkss),
jiamin,
cindy(23a),
tze ming(23a),
kelvin(23a),
lisda on the taggie(23a)
vennesa(history class),
arison(amkss ijc)
merrill(amkss ijc)
boon keat(vb)
and dear..
my 3 sister too...
got 8 ppl sms me i don know hu...
so thanks to u all too...
some of u i don even expect u all to know or remember...
but u all did...
thanks loads...
lol

today was expecting a happie day to look foward to..
but haizzz...
everyting normal...
present from sis...
tats all..
haizz...
maybe holiday ba...
so no need give lo...
no habit of celebrating birthday...
but still hope to have a good birthday...
she wan me to go out wit her...
i don wan...(though i really really wish toooo)
cause she nv study for weeks in vietnam..
so for her sake don wan go out wit her...
she wan to give me present...
i also say don wan...
waste money... : (
but of course i wan la...
haizzz...
nvm...
i just contridicting myself to her...
sad...
and no surprise from her also...
she went out wit her friend to dono do wat...
i hear le a bit dissappointed la..
haizz.....

spent the afternoon doing maths...
STUDY!!!
haizzz...
though cant concentrate much...
my mom made some tradition noodle wit 2 big eggs 4 me as teabreak...
so nice.... haha
thank her 4 giving birth to me...
lol
my family wan bring me out to eat...
i say....
don wan... lolololol...
sad la...
in the end boon keat call me out to play bb....
i say...
k....
hahaah...
my life really bout sports...
even 18th birthday also like tat...
ahah...
play wit some pros...
but thrashed them...
lol
we pro-er...
is it...
haha...

2 of my friend plannin to give me surpise i expect...
they tell me must go tuition tml....
they refuse to say wat...
hmmm...
shall see tml lo...

how i wish todaes not so normal...
remember my best bud gerald birthday
her gal friend call me and some of his best mates to give him surpise...
we called his sis to tack up and hid in his house...
lol...
my job was to trick him out of his house...
lol...
tat was touching and thouhtful of his gal...
hmmm...
a normal day for me... *smiles*
mood: 6.5/10

2007-06-09T12:21:00.000-07:00

haizz...
this song..
qian le ni de ai...
direct translation = "the love i owned u"
super nice and cute...
gals wil sure like it de...
i trying to change blogskins...
soon ba...
no time...
or rather no mood...
must listn...
press the play in the mini screen above...
very verynice
: )

2007-06-04T22:24:00.000-07:00

holiday now...
studying and slacking at the same time la...
she's gone...
to vietam...
4 day...
very short..
or is it..
haizzz...
i miss her the very minute she told me shes boarding...
i flip open my phone every now and den to check...
looking 4 her msg...
but...
none..
the empty feeling...
haizzz....

ithought 4 days is nothing...
but to go though the 4 days without
a sign of her msg...
a sign of her location...
a sign of her activity...
very odd la...
i miss her in my arms...
the smell of her hair...
and everything bout her....
the letters she wrote to me now and den...
oh gal...
be back safely...
and fast...

hmmm...
i sorta figure out something...
why gals like guys with firm or board shoulders...
and why guys like the smell of gals hair...
it all down to...

HEIGHT difference...
lol...
normally gals are shorter den her guy...
thats why when together, the 1st thing guy would normally do...
is to smell her hair...
and to smell nice is a huge turn on....
especially freshly shampooed hair...
well...
i sorta hate the smell of coconut oiled air...
not trying to be racist...
but personally not quite like it...
like vomit to me...
so no offence...

and for gals...
the only place for them to rest their head comfortably is at the chest...
thus they will like a comfortable one...
lol

done wit blogging....
back to chem....
sian....

2007-05-29T20:58:00.000-07:00

心太软...
an oldies...
lol...

2007-05-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

was lookin though blogskins .com for blogskins....
basketball blogskins to be exact...
found these pics...
though it was cute... so post it up for all to see...

this one actually the ball can bounch up and down de...
v.cute...

2007-05-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

today innova sports day...

the gals run 2 races..
came in forth in both....
not bad le...
but i can see kah lai disappointment in her eyes when she complete the race...
went up to comfort her...
say sometink like its not bad le wat...
though i know it personally how pain is it to miss by mere centimeters...
but to u gals...
u all really really done quite well le...
u all are not like those track and field gals who have professional trainin almost every day...
and just a group of closed bonded gals that run for passion...

i was sad myself...
i am an Athlete, a sportsman...
in vb team, i can safely say im the fittest...
i play basketball, soccer and volleyball...
not the best player,
but is an above average player...
its my hunger, stamina, passion and love for these game tat bring me though....

but todae is the day tat i feel exposed and naked...
when the truth is placed in front of me,
i have no choice but to admit i not good enough...
run 4 by 400m race...
though my team is just there to make up numbers,
i am very disappointed wit my own performance...
i start my part quite well..
leading at the 200m mark by a little bit....
but at the last 150m, my legs just tighten...
sickening pain...
lookin at runner zoom pass u at the last 100m...
while feelin the pain yet jus cannot stop runnin for sake of the team...
the last 100m is the worst race i ever gone though..,.
any 1 lookin at my face will know that im strugglin wit the pain...
to complete a mere 400m which i usually complete wit extreme ease...
i realise a vein was feelin tight in my legs...
from my foot up to my backside!!!
my backside having cramp...
wat a joke...
but even though i can comfort myself wit these reasons...
i rather chose not to...
its just excuses to me...

how could i fail...
sad...
naked....
pain...
exposed...
the bitter truth...
i not good enough...

worst of all...
when i feeling tat low....
i expect u to be the oly one to say i there for u...
but...
i look around me...
and saw no one...
no one to lighten the pain in my legs for me
to support me or even comfort me...
and to hear tat u saw me runnin yet choses not to support me...
tat was pure PAIN...
fuck....
u don have to support me...
i don care...
anymore...

i will say that other den my family, u are the only one i tresure and will support to the very end... but u don seems to tink tat way too...
分手快乐。。。

2007-05-08T16:47:00.000-07:00

i blog a lot of entries but blogger shit la...
don wan to appear...
wanted to say sorry for missin heats to kharyn they all
sian....
don mean to do so de..
haizz

2007-04-28T09:27:00.000-07:00

the whole tournament is finally over!!!
well...

its all over...

train hard like fuck 4 one and half yrs ended up?

losing all 3 games straight...

the final game lost too...

i not really tat sad..

why...

not one give their fullest effort anymore...

since we are out huh...

not all la..

some...

haizz...

To capt rajesh: ure the player i seen tat improve like crasy...

but u damn suai...

injure back and wrish and everywhere at the most impt period...

still play not bad..
can be better de...

To desmond: u are tall... but lack experience la...

wish i can give u mine....

real passionate bout vb....

and i like tat ATTITUDE!!!

To wen xian: u are under pressure to perform a setter role..

but u did quite well le...

if oly we have full strength together since jan, it will be better 4 u..

but a bit blurr at times.....

To haojie: i know u a bit sad tat u cant get into main 6...

but u really have the skills...

jus lack height...

if not 4 my experience..

u will have taken my role...

To boon keat: i know u need to go church...

but u let us down a bit by not comin 4 train 4 3 months plus...

u are our best player...

but u cant perform without consistence trainin...

i know u know the fact also...

tats why when all our hopes on u but u loses ur spikin touch...

just hope tat next yr u will still play vb and go 4 it...

To han yang: u are the oly j1 in our team...

u are not bad, but serious lack determination and concentration...

play as a Real team, u know wat i mean....

blur at times...

jia you 4 next yr... cause u are the few experienced left...

To zhi sheng: u join a bit too late la...

but u picked the skill quite fast...

but nv fail to come 4 friendly and trainin...

u nv let us down... nv left us when u cant play in the match...

but need to observe those better players and learn more...

To benz: well... u should try to learn from my tips... will sure help u de...

come 4 trainin more often from now onwards...

or u will regret it next time tis year...

To the rest j1s: do ur very best and learn fast...

attitude is the main problem...

tats all 4 u guys...

well...

its really over...

im pls to have u guys as a team...

though i sometimes fuck up, but u all should know how much vb means to me...

we can blame a bit on luck...

but we could have done better la...

but its all over...

time for some pics...

last yr pics when we are top 8

Tis yrs photos

Me no 5...:)

our supposed best player... nv played to the fullest.. u better go 4 it nt yr if u still goin 4 vb...

a sad ending... i was pissed... haizz

its all ovew... part of my life is gone...
i hate the feeling
i missin vb now...
the days we train together feels so good....

2007-04-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

today....
mood: dead

woke up wit a fever todae...
damn sad...
cause todaes match is do or die match...
against mjc....
eat 4 panados and was worried that it will affect my performances...
went to sick bay sleep...
byan lim and ms shen saw me...
help me take temperature and water...
i was pai sae la...
oly small sickness den them make a fuss out of it...
but thanks to them...
woke up feelin better...
prepare 4 the match....

THE MATCH
the 1st set:
was goin well fine wit both sides quite balanced...
strange thing is tat i normally always get nervous till my whole body hot de...
but todae was feelin damn calm...
20- 22...
ijc down by 2 points...
but our morale was damn high tat we were the one tat look like gonna win the set...
but guess wat...
goodness of luck left us....
i was thumped RIGHT in the face by a good spike from mjc...
my specs broke into 2 pieces and my face bleed....
my 1st thought is "shit, there goes my match..."
i nv felt pain at all...
ref ask me if im ok...
but i was tinkin...
my short-sightedness was bout 800....
how to play...
the whole team's morale fall to the lowest...
and we go on to lose the set...

2nd set:
i tell coach i cant really see...
without specs...
den no choice coach need to sub me with another player...
my role in the team is not the main spiker or wat so ever...
but i provide the team with my experience from sec school...
our team is in chaos...
we fall to a 3-15 lead...
i was pacing up and down the touchline tinkin wat can i do...
den i look at my supposedly broken specs...
a rubber strip came out and the frame and the glass were seperated...
but to my surprise i managed to get it back into an odd position....
i tell coach" coach, i fixed my specs back"
coach was like "can or not, this match is not as impt as ya eyes.... i still can affort to lose this match"
but i was tinkin" not me, i cant effort to lose this match!!"
this when coach called for a subsitutition for me to get back into the game...
but we was like trailin by 12 points...
and we lost....

so damn sad...
my last yr le...
gone without a good fight...
suai!!!!!

but i was a little surprise how much my presence meant to the team...
i was a sorta "not-so-impt" role in the main 6...
to shout at them not to lose point, received 1st balls and to asist them in makin the the killer spikes
not the big MVP role in the team...
but when i was gone, the team was totally down....
the morale and the cheers were all gone...
there were almost total disray...
no spikes no kills
not spirit...
i nv expect my role to be so impt....
i was tinkin they stil can make it without me...
but i knew it too late....
too late....

POSH-MATCH
post match was like capt, coach, boon keat, wen xian, sayin its the process tats matters...
lose nvm...
and all sorts of crap...
i raise my own views to to whole team...

"i personally tink wat u all said is all crap...
for losers to comfort themselves...
but i don believe we are losers...
we may be out of the competition but we still have 1 more match to go...
i wan all of us to go out of the competition as a winner...
not the losers that need to be comforted by those words..
we are out, but not down....
i don wan to leave wit regrets...
my last match with all of u guys..."

damn...
i was crying as i said tis....
i got the habit of cryin as my team win some very crucial match since sec school
but this time, is cryin cause we lose....
i bet they were all shocked and surprise that i rebutted them
their words of "its nvm to lose" or " its the process that counts" or "we make precious friends in the process"
i a sore loser...
i oly wish to win...
who doesnt...
i real real sad..
but good luck to the gals team...
they have great chances of makin it to the top 8...
best luck to them....
don regret it like us...

now...
every1 will just tink ijc boys lost...
thought little know how suai we were...
but i don blame it on luck...
i blame myself

" the taste of defeat still lingers in my heart"

2007-04-22T00:47:00.000-07:00

oh man..
we lost to tjc...
though we are not suppose to win them...
they are seeded team..
last yr top 2...
but...
we really put up a real struggle...
supposed to be thrashed...
but lose oly 20-25, 18-25....
sian la...
we played at bout 70 percent oly nia...
damn....
mjc and jjc next up...
they are "beatable" teams...
can de...
this teams strength is almost same as ours...
we need luck, calmness, fighting spirit...
haizzz...
i don wan waste 60 dollars on jerseys 4 three matchs nia...
monday come fas...
i wanna win...
i hope...

2007-04-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

today got parents cher meeting...
the usual stuff...
i been failin and goin nowwhere...
sad...
but not too worried...
cause i know i've not hit my best....
after compe i will be fully focus...
jus wait...

after tat went to tpy hdb hub to support renjie and eliane(not sure how spell)..
ren jie 1st 1 to go up sing...
quite gd....
tink should not problem goin in next round ba...
den wait till damn long for eliane...
but worth the waitin....
she also did well...
but gal is out of 39 ppl chose 10, den bois is out of 20 chose 10....
so every1 very scare be4 she sang...
but she nv disappoint us lo...
gd job to ren jie and eliane...

2007-04-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

nafa test today...
sit up -A
pull up -B
sit and reach -B
shuttle run -A
standin board jump -C
2.4km -A

sian... wanna aim all A de...
sian...
though gold le...
sian...

2007-04-08T07:20:00.000-07:00

any way...
went pizza wit weiming and wee chen some days back..
talk bout class stuff...
hmmm...
was disgusted by actions....
real disgusted....
real sad case....
wat a b*t*h...
oh man...
i learn to accept ppl as they are...
but not those who exceed my limits...
oh....

2007-04-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

a lot of things happen over weekend...
went out wit the china scholars on friday...
go searchin 4 bowling and pool...
den realise orchard don have bowling...
went marina square instead...
den they treat us to steamboat...
china style flavour...
damn spicey la...
plus the shity room is hot...
but quite fun...
talk wit them bout lots of stuff...
actually quite interesting...
but the day ended wit keran losing his wallet...
sad xia...
student pass, ezlink, and POSB card...
lucky he quite rich...
so not tat bad....

tired xia....
sleep the whole sat be4 going to vb trainin at yio chu kang...
PHS there...
tilll 10pm... zzz
angry on the trainin...
shall not talk bout it...

sunday(today) mornin go tuition in mornin...
then went dota a while and go home...
wanted to do hmwork...
but too tired...
haiz...
slept till 7....
now? blogging..
haizz...
goin to study now... till 2am ba....
bb

2007-04-04T01:12:00.000-07:00

hai...
is going be a real busy week...
today goin have friendly at sajc...
tml friendly at Rp....
den go back school trainin...
den going have vb camp in school till sat...
friday going to come out of camp to go out wit my china scholars buddies to bowling and dinner...
sat have trainin in the night after camp breaks in morning...
sunday goin have tuition in mornin...
zzz...
will be damn tired...

our team will be facin tjc(seeded), jjc, mjc in twoweeks time...
wowowowo...
balanced team through...
except 4 tjc...
the rest all got chance...
hmmmm....
hope we will be through...

need to save up 100 bucks now....
a lot of thing own $$....

yesterday went 4 a hair cut...
today saw our class also got many ppl cut hair...
actually wanted botak...
but don dare...
lol...

2007-04-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

sorry...
not blogging 4 days....
wanna clarify....
every1 askin me y break...
y break le still wear ring...
i wanna say...
1stly...
we are not over yet...
jus "pause" the relationship 4 time being...
y?
studies...
haizz....
2ndly....
i still lov her...
nv lesser...
ppl ask...
will u be confident tat she still will like u after 8 months (A lvl)?
welll...
i sure....
its all bout trust...
she will be still mine....
8 months later....
its going be a long long wait...
i love her...

song...
FOREVER LOVE...
its says all...

2007-03-22T01:49:00.000-07:00

i told her to go...
but in me...
how i wish she will not....
after tis time....
she will not be mine le...

went to watch mr bean wit her....
miss the starting show....
she laugh...
i laugh too...
i am happie she is happie...
the show was funny....
but i prefer her smile....

i went back to school...
on the way back...
my face was wet...
it was raining....
but i was tearing tooo....
the aftertaste of tears plus rain was the same as seeing her go....
bitter and salty....
it was real real pian...
sour feeling filled my heart...

as she disappear from my sight...
she took away part of my heart....
torn it away from me...
its was pain....
todae is the last day we will be a couple...

our 8 month promise....
we will be back after 8 months...
after A levels...
i will miss u....

tis song u like best....
i know....

promise me don be sad....
for me...
for studies...
for ur self...
for everything
i loveu..
dear....

2007-03-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

campus superstar is coming soon...
its actuallly our last yr to join le...
cause why?
we r gettin old le...
zzz
we not from any campus anymore...
unless retain la...
haha...
i will be there....
haha...
not as competitor la...
as audience...
lol...
fun...

the story of bull and calf

when in temper,
a bull will usually locked horns wit their kids, the calf....

we are all calf...(young bulls)
y?
when we fight or quarrel wit our parents...
we are fighting against bulls with horns on their heads...
we always clash our heads together wit them when both are angry...
often den not, they will forget that they have horns on their head...
and ended up injuring us, their beloved kids...
but they nv even wanted tat to happen...

true?

listen on...

but we calfs often take it 4 granted tat we don have horns....
but horns will sooner or later grow out from calf's heads...
thus in the process of clashing heads wit parent bulls,
we forget that we will also hurt them badly...
too....

don regret it when they couldnt be there 4 us anymore in the future...

2007-03-05T06:09:00.000-08:00

innova jc 1st batch of students have done well for their a lvls...
every sub exceeded expections...
that real good news la...
my sis got hers too...
she have had an A B C D...
ahah...
not bad a score...
my ex-vb-captain,Rapheal score 4 As la..
omg...
mr chu even ask him to give the H2s science econs student a mini talk la...
so envious...
lol...
shall hupped on him to teach me his tricks...
lol...
i really determined to do well...
pls help me....
and don pour cold water on my aspirations...
i will be damn pissed...
oh man...
i'm so excited to do the A's...
don know why...
maybe our occupation is a student ba...
haah...
pls work hard too... 0623A....
we must conquer it....
and min too...
uni is waitin 4 us?
ya...
go 4 it...
i will try me best to do so...
if any1 see me slacken down...
feel free to remind me or scold me to concentrate...

anyway...
today got mock nafa....
did badly...(to my expectations)
2.4km timing is jammed at 10min 39sec
cannot break my 9 minutes barrier..
at least 9 min 59sec also happie wat...
den the jump sux tooo...
oly a silver jump...
i need to try harder nt time...
the pull up soso la...
always 6 or 7 times nia...
need aim for 10?
siao...
i no superman...
i nv yearn 4 a Gold tis much be4...

ice <3 min

2007-02-27T16:23:00.000-08:00

wanted to blog long long time ago...

but den no time....

i have been a good bd boi...

good boi: i tried studying 4 test

bad boi: i nv seems to succeed totally in doin so(study half half nia)...

but a gd news 4 me...

i passed my chem test!!!

omg...

i the worst in chem in our class....

as wat i thought...

but i managed to pass...

so happie la...

till i realise i a bit big-headed...

sorry la... i haven pass my chem for 2 yrs le...

lol....

yesterday went bai bai...

we snakes need to pray cause we "fan tai sui" tis yrs..

to those haven pls go bai bai asap lo...

tis the 1st time i prayed for someone else too...

pray tat she will start focusing in her studies....

and her A lvls be good good...

i prayed 4 class too...

0623A...

hope we all will focus on studies and try best to study....

i know our class sure got potential de...

but no kinetics...

no energy to move forward...

lol..

i hope every one's could really really really go study....

well...

i know i nv...lol

but i will keep on trying...

guys and gals...

A lvl is here at the blink of ur eyes...

start now...

haha...

i naging like i become like all the chers like tat....

our class ct mr ng is leaving us le...

so sad la...

he needs time wit family...

and he seems to be a doting father....

hmmmmm....

he gave us encouragement...

jus hope that our clas get use to the new econs and ct cher asap ba...

i overheard tze say someting like she seems to be easily builled...

lol...

don be so bad la...

time really flies...

lookin back...

its seems like yesterday tat i 1st meet u all in tis school in jc1...

walkin into this class on the 1st day last...

sat beside timoty...

seeing every1 in their sec uniform...

from different background....

different school...

different races.. lol

but ended up in the same class...

to form the infamous 0623A...

we meet ups and downs...

but lets cross our fingers tat we will end on a high note...

we will...

wont we?

btw... timoty is now studying at somewhere called

"because of my future"

wishes to him best of luck...

our class seems to be overflowing wit gals after he left....

i sorta miss him...

and his craps...

the funny answers he gave in class...

his humour...

hmmm...

from deep down...

i really wish him gd luck...

relationships...

arison told me tis... i ting its soso true...

a guy deserve to have the gal if,

he can makes the gal cry... (for him)

but...

he don't....

tis show the gal really care and love the guy...

no matter how i try...

i will still make her cry....

but i will try not to....

jus because...

i love her...

2007-02-26T17:16:00.000-08:00

one of my cute cousin in malaysia... : )

shes so small!!!

the small firecrackers i played in malaysia...

another one... but small

the place i lived in malaysia.. cant see much la...

the roasted pig my uncle roasted...

pic taken sideways... so turn ur head to one side to see...lol...

2007-02-20T22:20:00.000-08:00

hi...

i back...

lol

just touch down from malaysia..

like few hours ago..

tired..

a lot of tings to blog...

v-dae...

she gave me a puzzle...

wanna put our photo in the middle..

**smiles**

me?

i gave her someting she didnt expect...

she like it v much...

but i told her don tink of buyin it...

too ex le...

but still got 4 her in the end...

its "wo ai jin shang xhun" de piggy...

lol...

chinese new yr...

she made a new yr card 4 me...

i'm proud of it la..

lalala~~~

i celebrated new yr in malaysia...

nv celebrate in singapore be4..

wonder hows it like de....

i played lots lots of fireworks and crackers there...

the one like national day de...

lol...

tis someting u cant get in singapore...

lol bleah....

so so fun...

seriously i wanted to share the joy of playing firecrackers wit u ppl out there...

but scare if bring into singapore..

the police will arrest me as terriost la...

lol

real real fun...

tats wats new yrs all bout...

firecrackers to play upclose...

the smell of fire power and the deafening sound of firecrackers....

no words can discribe it....

omg....

cool.....

lol

i watched finish a taiwanise idol drama there tooo...

very nice...

called zhong ji yi ban..

终极一班

acted by fei lun hai...

real nice...

i can say as nice as meter garden, liu xin hua yuan...

reall nice...

4 to 4.5 stars out of 5...

i met 10 over babies in malaysia too..

all my cousins...

soosososossosoo cute la...

but when all cry together, omg...

its hell!!!!!

lol...

i took photos and videos of babies and fireworks i played wit there...

shall post it some time soon...

lalalala~~~

loving u isnt as nice...

as ice lov pig....

: )

2007-02-12T15:44:00.000-08:00

i wanna bb now!!!

2007-02-11T16:12:00.000-08:00

i at fun ended at last...
its hot and fun...
our stuff are sold out at 10.30...
haha...
ended up callin 4 more food...
and we exceeded our seat money...
oh dear...

all of us helped out...
emmmmm...
except a few...
WC is tending cuesport room...
but wat bout her...
she got the chick to come at 12 plus to boss ppl around..
when i nv see her helping to set up the stall much...
didn't even come at 7am to help put stuff nicely...
oh man...
hate her...

wat makes my "fire" goes 100 degree...
is tat she jus come at the end and ask,
"can go le ar?"
emmm... ello...
did u even come?
k...
u did...
not even for a full 20 minutes la....
though the class set up a duty shift...
all of them did at least hang around the stalls in case we need help...
even stay for 80 percent of the time la...
thumbs-up to u girls... **smiles**

but u MIA from 7 to 12....
and came 2 or 3 times after 1pm to see see nia...
oh man...
worse of all...
u came and push me away from the stalls when i selling stuff...
u don have any powers here k...
u cant boss any 1 of us around....

not tat i very cruel..
i knew u needed the "help" u wanted so much...
from the gp 5 minutes speech...
i did tried to help u...
i don even mind sitting wit u...
but seriously....
u need to be taught manners...
u attitude me like shit...
i tried to break the ice...
but...
facing me was a cold hard wall...
i really wanna help u...
don wish to see any 1 being left out to tis extent..
but u nv appreciated it...
i don mind ur personal stuff...
or u can say i don care too much bout it...

still...
u need the help...
i will nv close the door...
but pls mind ur attitude....

when im working...
my "ah-neh" boss told us staff be4...
how he stand we teenager's attitude...
he said every 1 has attitude...
he have to learn to bear wit us....
but sometimes...
we go too far off our limits...
to be a boss...
he need to learn how to accept every1s attitude...
and ya...
he soosososososos true...
we youngsters got attitude problem....
and every1 else have tat...
its all right to attitude once in a while...
but...
nv push ur limits...

word of the day...
*mind ur attitude**

2007-02-06T00:22:00.000-08:00

yeah...
got a tag box at last...
feel free to tag huh....
: )

last friday was ijc official oppening...
so no school...
went to nyjc to clash....
was feeling FUN!!!
felt like young again...
a new jc1!!!
lol...
wore my amkss uni...
omg...
last time don like my school uni...
but now...
love it loads man....
greeny greeny one!!

gerald and melinda (my amkss frien) also tryin to be funny...
wore amkss uni tooo...
den their cher see all laugh la...
so i suggest doin so for 0623A on friday....
wear sec school uni...
hope cher wont care...
lol...
:)

2007-02-04T15:45:00.000-08:00

there are many things to be happie bout yesterday...
1stly... singapore lions won overall tie against thaliand 3-2...
they are the champ again!!!
they were like playing like shit for 80 minutes la....
den thaliand chiong them 4 about 80 minutes....
den in the end thalind deflated...
no more gas...
haha...
den singapore maintain their composure...
and scored...
whenever singapore or thaliand was almost scoring...
the neighbour hood all screamin la...
hahah
wohohohohohoh...

2nd...
project superstar idol ended...
derrick won....
but don really care...
was watchin soccer....
this time the finalist not as attractive as last...
as wat i tink...

3rd...
Manchesterunited won!!!!
0-4 against tot-ter-ham
sian...
so easily won....
man u gonna be champs 4 2006-2007
tooootsss....

need to perpare many $$$$
v day need to buy 2 gift...
one 4 my dear and other 4 some1 in our class...
class playin v-day-exchange-gift game...
i at fun also haven sell all...
left bout 7...
buying 3 myself...
so will left 4...
den no more $$$!!!!
haizzz...

pig and ice. : )

2007-01-23T15:31:00.000-08:00

x-country...
felt odd...
normally is the opne aiming for glory in the competitve ca-to-ga-ry
but it was not todae...
haiz... saded...

our class gal did damn well la...
kai lai.. tzeming.. lisda.. (did i 4get any1?) all got medals!!!
wow...
eileen cindy diana kharyin, also come in the race within 25 minutes ba......
the rest i not so sure...
damn sorry... me and ming need to go report...
so couldnt seee finish the race...
so proud of u gals la...
felt a sense of dejavu and jealousy...
wanted to competed also la....
but was allowed to due to "better" runners in our house...
become a mass runner!! wth!!!
ended not tat many guys from our house got in the top 30 la....
zzz...
good job gals...
u all did wat i wanted to do...
awwww...
so jealous la...

i did not use 100 percent in this race...
cause was not in the competiton wat....
wats the point...
but still came in not bad...
the competitor in from of me got no 33th...
haha...
den overheard that i'm the first mass runner to come in la...
maybe heard wrongly...
but still know tat i the 1st few mass runner...
when i runnin 70 percent oly la...
the mud sux like zzzzzzz.....
my white court shoes become half brown wit mud!!!
heart pain la...

0623a gals....
plus ming
u all did well...
at least u all ran la...
not like two slacker boi in our class prefer to be "red-cross medic" den run...
booozzzzz...
k...
i sad...
no medals 4 me... : (
k buaizzz....

2007-01-22T23:41:00.000-08:00

tml is gonna be x country...
i want to be a part of competitive runner...
but...
haizz...
i would be so proud of me self to be in competive la...
but... haix...
nvm..
btw..
i'm sorta inspire by wat gp teacher say durin lecture...

" when u are a kid
u are learnin how to ride on a bike...
so happie tat u can go very fast...
faster...
and even faster...
but when u look back...
ur parents is holding onto the back of the bike for your dear life....
not letting u go...
but when they let off...
u will realise that riddin is not as easy as it seems...
u will be fallin down many many times be4 learnin how to ride a bike totally..

this applies to studying...
with the teachers around to guide u...
every ting seems so simple...
but once they are not there to lead in an exam...
we are "gone-case".... "

so true...
make me remember how i learn a bike....
i fall into cannals and drains many times be4....
be4 learnin fully to ridding a bike...
and now...
i sorta master at ridding...
i went 4 tri-a-ton be4...
came in 4th la...
its my cycling helped me de la...
lol...

now i learnin free hand ridding....
how to turn 90 degree without hand...
lol...
i love biking!!

2007-01-18T15:42:00.000-08:00

i'm sorta pissed...
by a person...
this is not the 1st time she turn back on her words...
though it may not be impt to her...
it is to me...

last yr...
i was promised a place in sportday running...
in the end she just decided to disband the two teams and set one team...
why...
not strong enough...
and left me out...

inter-house sports...
i was told im in the bb guys team...
by ended up being told by the bb guys there tat my name wasnt in...
they decided to put me in last minute de...

and now...
told to run for CLASS wit kelvin in the x-country...
but during house meeting...
my name was gone...
when asked...
she say i no longer in the runnin team too...
why...
"we have had better runners"
wtf!!!!

the least u can do is tell me and kel 1st la...
not till we ask u...
seems like u will not be tellin us until we ask....

im not there to make up numbers la!!
i may not be fast or superply skilled...
but i have got determination to try my best in sport la!!!
and u jus push us around like a piece of shit....
i try my best once and again to respect u...
but u prove me otherwise...

"im not the best....
but i determined to do well"
quote of the day...

oh ya... btw...
kai lai b day yesterday..
happie birthdat!!!

2007-01-16T00:05:00.000-08:00

another new blog song...
hao peng you by ,Show luo zhi xiang...
the chorus very nice....

i'm sorry...
make u tink so much...
i got lots to say....
but can nv say it all out...
jus wanna say...

love u...

iceamin

2007-01-08T23:57:00.000-08:00

new blog song...
because im a girl...
a very nice mv... see le will cry de... haizzz....
love

ICEaMIN

2007-01-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

well...
today 1st day of school...
a new yr..
new begining...
new CT...
haiz...
Ct call mr Ng...
i look around...
no 1 is smiling...
the usual 0623A smile...
y?
maybe cause CT looks too fierce ba...
or too stern...
our class more of happie-go-lucky type de..
its damn strange tat our class'ss so quiet...
so if mr Ng happens to see this..
jus wanna tell u tat don be so serious...
we all semi grown ups le...
1 more point noted...
when he tried to crack a joke...
he laughs but we all no reaction...
so zzzzz....
don be so fierce...
will scare us de...
spoilt our class typical (crazy)mood....

awww....
my back hurts even i sitting on chair...
so don blame me 4 fi-gi-ting on my chair...
awwww....
but he cant stop me from havin my mentoes...
cause i need them to stay awake from he sleepy lessons...
awwww....
too bad....

she gave me somting...
min-a-ice....
hmmmm....
touched...
but angry....
told her to safe money le lo....
lisda chasing me for class fund...
haizzz...
so cannot buy her food to eat...
feel so ....
so out-of-place....
haizzz....
a bear...
my chinese sur name lo...
awwww....
i getting her someting back son ba...
and to u...
stop buying stuff for me....
tats not wat a gal should do de...
tats my job....
guy's job...
haha...

i realise i'm on tv commercial...
was at vevo city workin tat day...
mediacop celebrate chirstmas....
at the ce-ni-plex there...
i in back ground 4 bout 3 seconds...
lol...
so tooot on tv.....
haizz...

i jus realise edward on tv KFC ad....
omg...
nv knew its him...
the centre one...
for the 5.50 meal at KFC...
wow...
he earn bout 500 buck for jus 6 hrs la....
sian half le lo...

min-a-ice

2006-12-31T20:45:00.000-08:00

new blog song
i believe...
my sassy gal...
i fall in love with korean songs...
gerald influence me de...
haizzz...
i love this movie also...
haizz....
so nice...

2006-12-27T19:09:00.000-08:00

i miss dota life...
but i need to stop dotaing le...
haizz...
school coming soon...
must start hw soon le...
not soon...
now... haizzz

jus did a survey...
haizz...
those email survey are not tat accurate de...
lol...

i sprain my back 4 weeks le...
doctor say cannot play sports...
i was like...
NO WAY!!!!
nv!!!
i rather die den not play sports....
somemre its my last yr tournament le lo...
i put on yoko yoko to ease the pain...
but a bit useless lex...
welll...
my life is all bout sports...
no sports= die...
basketball...
volleyball...
soccer...
i wan to take up tennis soon...
weiming(0623a) knows how to play...
shall bother him teach me soon...
long time no go swimming le...
wanna swim too...
but so freakin cold la...
wat else...
oh ya..
suntannin...
i need tat badly...
and cannnoing...
haizz...
i wan learn surfin and those on water sports also...
lol
too many le la...
haizz...
isay so le lo...
i must have sports la...
don stop me...
haha...

2006-12-23T21:09:00.000-08:00

i know how it feels...
the real feeling...
when ever some1s away...
their bf or gf will feel very sad....
i was tinkin its jus a few days oly ba...
wat so big deal....
but now...
its my turn to feel...
she went to genting......
3 days...
but seems like 3 yrs to me....
i took out her chirtmas present 4 me...
a photo frame wit a handicraft of a boi and a gal...
so dreamy..
so fairytale....
but i somehow felt tears rowing down my cheeks....
don know why...
i can oly hope our relationship will be like fairytale too...
happyly ever after....
i really really misss u...
i don like tat feeling...
its really sad....
jus like tis song...
its a long long journey....
welll...
i felt i don deserved it...
she tink otherwise...
want to change my tinkin...
but the feelin nv left me...
u are too gd for me...
don tell me to stop tinkin this way...
awwwwwwoooooo.....
I really really really.....
miss.....
tis gal....

2006-12-17T18:44:00.000-08:00

hi guys...
im back...
sorry...
haven been able to update my blog...

been tryin to study...
by no much luck...
she has been sad recently...
i also been very sad too....
helpless me hoppin the best 4 her...
don be sad gal...
i felt i haven given her enough....
i could have given her more....

i will be improving meself as a bf....
i really happie to have her...
she's off to genting soon...
will be missing her...

frien sae i change since i have u...
i thought so too...
i always thought i was no body...
but now....
i not...
cause of...
u

this new song is journey...
got the html from her...
thanks daring... : )
felt tis song is touching...
i shall delicate tis song to u...
smile always...
our relation shall be a long long journey....

to our class...
0623a
are we a class or not...
meet up la...
eat bbq or wat lo...
bye guy...
se ya all soon...

2006-12-01T02:05:00.000-08:00

yesterday- status: single
today (1 dec 2006)- status: attached

the difference is tat i cant keep my mind of her...
nomally i will look at pretty gals...
but now is different...
i oly tinkin of her...
haizz...
so glad i found u...
well
let time brings us yto a next level...
i LOVE u

i tryin to earn many many $$$..
to go out wit her...
to any1 broke or $$less...
call me be4 wed....
interested in working in swiss hotel....
pay-$6
public holiday and eve, pay is $7...
pay still excludding CPF, will not be deducted from pay!!!
time-damn flexible
work today take pay tml...
u work 1 day rest 100 days also can...
Really very good...
i sick of getting ppl to my work...
so 1 shot bringin u guys...
feel find to call me for more info...
gals and guys all wellcome....

if u miss this dateline...
don bother call me....
i tired of bring ppl go...
unless u have special reasons...
i...
might retent....

2006-11-17T11:54:00.000-08:00

haizz..
back to blog...
its 4.00am now...
i tired...
jus finish working..

oh man...
how i lov my job...
todae went outdoor catering...
at harbourfront revo city...(the name not so sure la... tink is revo)
doing an event on promoting 'Johnnie Walker" wiskey...(famous brand)
damn cool man...
we have bout 5 hours free time to shopping...
DURING Work!!!
omg...
get paid to go shopping man...
slackest working day ever.....
the event is in a giant sized 'Johnnie Walker" wiskey bottle...
they built a big aircon bottle like the wiskey bottle...

the event is very high profile...
the staff say this event got $$ also cannot go....
only invited guest
we saw many many mediacop celebraties....
wohhooooo...
even saw one of the judges of superstars...

man...
i lov my job....
super flexible workin hours,
pay not bad....
ot if u want to...
get tips... loads...
learn lots of stuff u nv learn be4...
and see celebraties...
did i mention i served S.H.E be4...
tats last year experience...
toooootsss...

arison managed to get a show gal hp...
he was still denieing it...
quite pretty la...
i wa bit jealous...
but after a while...
a even 100 times more pretty guest told me someting that make my day...
she say tat i am like some one...
a celebratie...
when i smile...
told me smile more....
tis is not 1st time some1 told me tat...
i'm like a famous singer...
toooottsss..
as for who the singer is...
i not going to say....
don wan pissed others off la...
ahah...
i get to make frien from all over the world...
china, etc...
make lots af ah bengs and lians here too...
knew a gal recently....
called pamelo...
someting like tat...
like a fruit name...
haah...
we knew each 4 not even 2 days already like good friends le...
gd luck to her N lvls...
she jus got 10 dollar tips man...
lol
nv share...
zzz

bye guys...

2006-11-13T09:42:00.000-08:00

hi guys...
been MIA for some short short time...
shall update u all...
those not interested..
can bye bye now...
lol...

im back to Raffles hotel...
actually not hotel...
is especially for banquet...
1 hr 6 bucks....
bring arison n terrence there also..
saw my best bud there...
woah...
also went back work after promoting to j2...

1st day was a little surprising...
though i have not been workin 4 bout 9 months..
i don expect to have problems with the service of me to guest...
that night was booked by world international gambling asscoiation...
cool..
the foryer was stack with jackpots machines and all sorts of gambling stuff..
dinner was bout 9 course meal...
like wedding de...
the pace was very fast as expected...
but i cannot catch up with the pace of work...
was parnering a pretty gal...
she was bit pissed with me..
why?
i was bit slow...
hai..
ended up i also pissed with her...
there are lots of ang mo's and dark americans there...
all fat, tall, big-sized andRICh..
haha...
donations of 1 million were coming from every table...
woah...

till the last course...
desert...
strawberry pudding topped wit mint leaves..
one of the table guests want more...
but very hard to get for them...
cause not enough...
but as a good server,
u cannot say no to guest..
so well...
i have to find 4 them...
when i finally found and gave them...
they were so happie...

and guess wat...
one of the guest call onto me and grab my hand...
and stuff some NOTES into my fist...
woah...
i rejected it at 1st...
but them inisted and was like saying,
"quick, huss, no one looking... ur team manager not looking... now... huss... gogogo..."
lol...
i looked at saw 50 bucks man...
wowowowowowow....
i not need work 4 like 8.4 hours le....
haah...damn feakin rich...
1st time work after so long got tips le....
and is 50 bucks u know...
tat change my mood for the day man...
no wonder is international gambling assoc...
ha...
but my that assed parner waned half...
she was like pissed wit me be4 tat...
den now keep smiling at me...
for wat...
$$ of course...
haiii...
i don know how to reject gals la...
somemore pretty gals...
so gave her 20 bucks...
ask her max tip she got is how much...
she say... $5...
haahahahahahahahaaahahahaha....

working in this place gave me lots of experience u nv have had be4....
i learn many stuff tat text bk cannot teach.... goddness me...
its 2.03 am now...
my sis wanna sleep le...
i also need to...
tml morning still need to go school and afternoon go work...
so...
bye bye guys...

2006-11-06T08:20:00.000-08:00

1) 3 residents of the Old Folks' Home were complaining about old age..

the first, a 70 year-old dude lamented:

"Darn it to heck! I can't seem to move my bowels anymore! I wake up at 9am, and my stomach feels bloated. I go to the toilet, I sit there until 10am, NOTHING! It becomes so bad that I have to get an enema! And that's embarassing!";

the second, a 75 year-old countered:

"I wish I had such problems. I can't seem to pee! I wake up at 8am, and go stand at the urinal for an hour! And just a trickle! I'm about to burst and it's just a trickle! The docs said I may need to go for an operation for my prostate, now THAT'S bad!"

the third, an 80 year-old spoke up:

"That's NOTHING! At 8am, I pee like a horse.. LITRES of the stuff. Just like a goddamned fountain. At 9am, I crap like a cow.. until there's nothing left.. I get worried sometimes."

"HUH? WHAT'S THE PROBLEM THEN?" exclaimed the two younger geezers.

the 80 year-old lamented:

"The only problems is, I only wake up at 10am.."

(not funny?)

2) A blonde had just got a new sports car and was out for a drive when she accidentally cut off a truck driver. He motioned for her to pull over.

When she did, he got out of his truck and pulled a piece of chalk from his pocket. He drew a circle on the side of the road ad gruffly commanded the blonde "stand in that circle and DON"T MOVE!". He then went to her car and cut up the leather seats.

When he turned around she had a slight grin on her face, so he said, "Oh you think that's funny? Watch this!" He gets a baseball bat out of his truck and breaks every window out of her car.

When he turns and looks at her she has a smile on her face.

He is getting really mad. He gets his knife back out and slices all her tires.
Now she's laughing. The truck driver is really starting to lose it.

He goes back to his truck and gets out a can of petrol, pours it on her car and sets it on fire.
He turns around and she is laughing so hard she is about to fall down.

"What is so funny?" the truck driver asked the blonde.

She replied, "Every time you weren't looking, I stepped outside the circle!"

(lame?)

3) Q: who is the first to die is there's a fire in the mrt station??

A: indians, cos their announcement always last.

PS: Ain't racist!

(how bout tis)

4)Three Blondes were all applying for the last available position on the Texas Highway Patrol.
The detective conducting the interview looked at the three of them and said, "So y'all want to be cops, huh?"

The blondes all nodded.

The detective got up, opened a file drawer and pulled out a folder. Sitting back down, he opened it and pulled out a picture, and said, "To be a detective, you have to be able to detect. You must be able to notice things such as distinguishing features and oddities, such as scars and so forth." So saying, he stuck the photo in the face of the first blonde and withdrew it after about two seconds.

"Now," he said, "did you notice any distinguishing features about this man ?"

The blonde immediately said, "Yes, I did. He has only one eye!"

The detective shook his head and said, "Of course he has only one eye in this picture! It's a profile of his face! You're dismissed!"

The first blonde hung her head and walked out of the office.

The detective then turned to the second blonde, stuck the photo in her face for two seconds, pulled it back and said, "What about you? Notice anything unusual or outstanding about this man?"

"Yes! He only has one ear!"

The detective put his head in his hands and exclaimed, "Didn't you hear what I just told the other lady? This is a profile of the man's face! Of course you can only see one ear!! You're excused too!"

The second blonde sheepishly walked out of the office.

The detective turned his attention to the third and last blonde and said, "This is probably a waste of time, but..." He flashed the photo in her face for a couple of seconds and withdrew it, saying, "All right, did you notice anything distinguishing or unusual about this man?"

The blonde said, "I sure did. This man wears contact lenses."

The detective frowned, took another look at the picture and began looking at some of the papers in the folder.

He looked up at the blonde with a puzzled _expression and said, "You're absolutely right! His bio says he wears contacts! How in the world could you

tell that by looking at his picture?"

The blonde rolled her eyes and said, "Well, Helloooo! With only one eye and one ear, he certainly can't wear glasses."

(not bad?)

5)Dear Husband:
I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good.

I've been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw.

Last week, you came home and didn't notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee.

You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching the game. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't touch me or anything.

Either you're cheating or you don't love me anymore, whatever the case is, I'm gone.

P.S. If you're trying to find me, don't. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together!

Have a great life!

Your EX-Wife

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Dear Ex-Wife

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, although a good woman is a far cry from what you've been.

I watch sports so much to try to drown out your constant nagging. Too bad that doesn't work.

I did notice when you cut off all of your hair last week, the first thing that came to mind was "You look just like a man!" My mother raised me to not say anything if you can't say anything nice.

When you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY BROTHER, because I stopped eating pork seven years ago.

I went to sleep on you when you had on that new negligee because the price tag was still on it. I prayed that it was a coincidence that my brother had just borrowed fifty dollars from me that morning and your negligee was $49.99.

After all of this, I still loved you and felt tha we could work it out.

So when I discovered that I Had hit the lotto for ten million dollars, I quit my job and bought us two tickets to Jamaica. But when I got home you were gone.

Everything happens for a reason I guess.

I hope you have the filling life you always wanted. My lawyer said with your letter that you wrote, you won't get a dime from me.

So take care.

P.S. I don't know if I ever told you this but Carl, my brother was born Carla. I hope that's not a problem.

(hows tat)

6)Seen on the bottom of a thong bikini, apparently...

Read my lips! No more Bush

(tink hard)

7) We now know what kind of liquid explosives the terrorists were trying to
get on the planes--Mentos and Diet Coke

(i know, tis 1 is lame..)

8) When god created man before he created woman, remember that artists make models first before they make masterpieces.

[Ed: This and other jokes to come are prompted by a request I made for sexist jokes that poke fun at men. ]

(zzzz, tis lame)

9)A man was badly constipated, and had been for several weeks, so he went to a doctor to try to alleviate his problem. The doctor prescribed suppositories, and told the man to take one once every four hours. The man left the doctor, happy that his problem would soon be gone.

When he got home, he quickly took a suppository, swallowing it down with a glass of water. After four hours, nothing happened, but he figured that these things take time, so he swallowed another one down, hoping that he would reap the benefits very soon. After several days, he was still constipated, so he returned to the doctor.

When he explained that he took one every four hours, as prescribed, the doctor exclaimed:

"What the hell are you doing? Swallowing them?"

The man replied, sarcastically:

"NO, I'M SHOVING THEM UP MY ASS!!!!"

[Ed: This isn't the best version of this joke, but I'm busy. ]

(lol)

10)Q: What happens every time a man unzips his pants?

A: His brains fall out!

[Ed: Very few sexist jokes about men get submitted. Send me more if you want to see them, like they're asking in soc.women. ]

(hey, when had the attention been on men?)

11) Late one night, an alien spacecraft landed near a deserted gas station. After a bit, one of the aliens came down the ramp, looked around, and walked over to one of the gas pumps, where he demanded "Earthling! Take me to your leader!" The gas pump, of course, did not reply. The alien became agitated and again demanded "Take me to your leader!" The gas pump remained silent. Frustrated, the alien went back to the spacecraft where he was confronted by the captain:

"Report."

"I contacted an earthling - he would not cooperate."

"Hmmm. I will deal with this earthling myself."

"Yes sir. Be careful sir, I have a feeling there could be trouble."

The captain left the ship and approached the gas pump. "Earthling, you will cooperate. Take me to your leader." The gas pump remained unresponsive. "Very well." The captain drew his blaster. "If you do not respond by the count of three, I shall be forced to fire on you. One. Two. Three." ZZZZZT. WHAM! The gas pump exploded, knocking the alien ass over teakettle. The captain jumped up and got back to the ship as fast as his whatevers would propel him.

"Quickly! Make ready to depart!"

"Yes sir. What happened sir?"

"I fired on the earthling and it responded very forcefully."

"Sorry sir, I was afraid that might happen."

"How did you know that there would be trouble?"

"Well sir, I assumed that anyone who can take his dick, wrap it around his feet and stick it in his left ear is probably going to be one bad bastard."

(wahaha)

12)A professor told dirty jokes in class and the women wanted to protest it. So they decided that in the next time that the professor will start with these kind of jokes they all will leave the class as a protest.

Somehow the professor heard about the plan.

In the next lecture, in the beginning of the lecture he said: "In Sweden a prostitute makes $2000 per night."

All the women stood up and started to leave the class. So he shouted after them: "Where are you going? The plane to Sweden doesn't take off until the day after tomorrow."

(now 4 woman!)

13) There were three nuns driving down a highway one day when they lost control of their car and plunged off a cliff.

They awoke and found themselves standing before the pearly gates. St. Peter walked toward them and, after greeting them, told them that they would have to answer one question each before they were admitted to the kingdom of heaven.

This made the nuns very nervous. They had never heard of this requirement before. Finally, one nun stepped forward and said, "St. Peter, I'm ready for my question."

St. Peter replied, "Your question is: Who was the first man on earth?"

The nun breathed a huge sigh of relief, and said, "Why, it was Adam."

(And the lights flashed, the bells tolled, and the gates of heaven opened)

This was a cause of great relief to the remaining nuns. The second stepped forward without hesitation.

St. Peter said, "And you must tell me who the first woman on earth was."

Another great sigh of relief, "Eve" the nun replied.

(And the lights flashed, the bells tolled, and the gates of heaven opened)

The third was brimming with excitement. "I'm ready St. Peter!"

St. Peter said, "All right, what was the first thing Eve said to Adam?"

The nun was shocked. "My goodness, that's a hard one."

(And the lights flashed, the bells tolled, and the gates of heaven opened

(hard dick)

2006-11-03T10:11:00.000-08:00

The Best Way Of Skipping Lecture...

tis is useful to guys... not gals... hahaah

2006-11-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

NTU lecturer Feedback Damn Funny..

MUST WATCH!!!! SKIP THE 1st 2 minutes... laugh ur balls out man... wahahahaahah...

2006-11-03T02:30:00.000-08:00

chinese B : ) tis is ok 4 me...
Gp E : / i wonder if they key in wrongly... hmmm
History D : / histry is damn tough... but i expected better results
Chemstry U : ( I FLUNK it.... when i spend 50 percent of time studying tis... zzz..
Econs E : ( ms wong helped me definitely... ThankSQQ but i was real sick tat day...
maths E : ( i sorta let ms tan down... i felt tis is my best subj.. but i was sick..
same day as econs!!

No of subjects passed: 5 out of 6 quite unbelieveable.. i scraped though most of the subj...
Promotion/Retention: Promoted Oh my goodness!
Results: Passed i love tis word man!
Conduct: Very Good am i really v.gd? i was sleeping in lectures so often.. : p
Comments: : p teachers always write bout gd things de la... lol... cause i gd! ha!

my class all promoted...
hmmm...
well...
maybe except for tim...
sad...
my primary school mates lex...
but cannot blame him..
he got no A maths background...
nor pure chem background...
so he tried his best le...
he's clever de lor...
but always sick and MC..

be4 i got my slip...
i was dreading to get it...
i will be retained...
as u know..
i always the last 1 to get my result.. (register last wat!)
so it is always painful to see ppl getting it 1st...
when flora got her's, i was lookin at her expressio..
cause i thought i did as "well" as her...
she was giving a " STONED-FACED "
wth la...
cannot see if she promoted or not...
which probly means i promoted or not..
haha..
when i got mine...
i looked at choo's face..
happie or disappointed face?
same...
neutral expression...
i gather my courage to peek at the results...
and saw...
lots of E..
haha..
promotion? promoted to J2....
oh my god...
my god roxs!!
i am promoted?
YES!!!
waahahah....
YES!!!!!
WAHAHAHAAHAH!!!!
i stoned at the word...
" PROMOTED "
for about 3 minutes....
for the 1st time in life...
tis word is so important to me...
in the past...
tis is nothing to me...
its jus matter of B's or C's...
not E's or U's...
omgoodness...
how i love E's....
im up next yr...
i vowed to push myself to the limit...
so i must start from now...
hehe..
i going to study maths after this...
here i come.. A levels!
i going to gobble u up....
watch it class...
i starting to sprint...
is hot on ur heels....
damn hot!!!
wohohoho....

i got few ting i wanna do too...
i sae if i promote, i will get this tings done...

1) go k-box with my friend to practice my singing... (my singing sux : p)
2) dota-ing with friends...
3) watch the upcoming superstars...
4) basketball wit frien...
5) training for next year volleyball tournourment...
6) go back Raffles hotel work for some $$
7) most importantly... STUDY FOR "A" LEVELS!!!!
muhaahhaahahahahahahahahah....
i mad..
i know....
" p

oh btw... i added tis song to my blog...
Hong Jun Yang: sa sa de shui..
the writer of tis song is inspired by the russling of the falling brown leaves when walking on a road...
cooll.. meaningful to me...

2006-11-02T05:53:00.001-08:00

hmmm...
i've been a bad boi...
A level chinese comin but i nv study...
its like... 9pm now...
few more hours to a level...
A LEVEL...!!!
ha...

i been scouting 4 primary school frien blog...
found...
and find her entry interesting...
haah...
so i coped..
hope she don know
and don mind!! : p
i don tink she will ever knows....
ahah...
here it goes...

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The following are for people born in 70s and 80s,
I manage to be one of the last few..

1. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time.
You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.
The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.(is it? doesnt apply to me)

2. SBS buses used to be non-air conditioned.
The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red.
The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed.(yups!)

3. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.(yes! and dun forget NKF)

4. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.(oh?)

5. You longed to buy titbits called Kaka (20cents per pack),
and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy init and it changes every week
not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.(Kaka? Ding Dang?)

6. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.(Haha. You mean catching is not the IN thing now?!)

7. Water bottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.(*blush*)

8. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.( yup yup yup!!!) i play wit bottles and can... ahha..

9. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.
(And I sucks at this)

10. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.(Haha. Yea..)

11. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.(I always forgot who's my buddy.. P1 students all look the same to me.)

12. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.
You went to school in slippers and raincoat when it rained,
and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet,
and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.(Haha. Sometimes PE too. Wah, the raincoat is more embrassing than the bottle around the neck.)

13. School dismissal time was normally around1 pm.(I miss those days..)

14. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.(And I thought that was tough enough!)

15. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.(Haha. Kids.)

16. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.(Eh, who's that? I think I know.)

17. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.(*blush again*)

18. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

19. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not",
and small poems like
"Bird fly high, hard to catch.
Friend like you, hard to forget".(Hahah. I think I still have my primary autograph book.)

20. Class monitors and prefects loved to say, "You talk some more, I write your name ah!"(I was never a class monitor..)

21. There were at least 40 people in one class.

22. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.(With LARGE cartoon printings.)

23. You brought every single book to school, even thoughthere was one thing called the timetable.(No! I packed my bag.)
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True... isnt it... saes exactly my pri school life!!! wooooo... cool... lol...

2006-11-01T11:54:00.000-08:00

不得不爱 bu de bu ai backdorm boys

omg... damn funnie... gay singin this song...

2006-11-01T10:10:00.000-08:00

Ms Swan Lower Expectations

oh man... i love ms swan!!! she's hilarious.. "You ask me out on date and then say no? You a typical man!" xD

2006-11-01T00:25:00.000-08:00

MadTV - Miss Swan The Vampire Slayer

awahahaahah..... tis roxs

2006-10-30T10:45:00.000-08:00

My 1st love:

Its is love at first sight...
?
maybe not...
But still, it is LOVE
may be not...
?
love is 2 sided...
?
i shall call it a crush...
Years had passed ...
since i knew her...

but
her warm smile...
bright eyes...
and the trace of her shampooed-hair
never faded from my mind...
the way she munch her porridge...
the way she cares for her brother...
and the way she bounce around..

nv fail to meet everyday...
eat...
play...
study...
except for sleep... (zzzzz haha)
but it was then...
years ago...
how fast the day pass wit her around...
when i hope the time will freeze...

but i guess...
she nv knew...
she stands the very special place in my heart...
a buddy...
a friend...
a playmate...
a companion...
a soulmate...
but seems like...
nv a lover....

A crush it is....
a crush i'll nv forget...
im willing to let her go...
set her free...
to find her very own prince charming...
yet...
im unwilling to forget her...
how ironic...

To u....
i say...
I Miss U.

To U...
i wish...
U will find ur prince charming....
sOOn.

2006-10-28T23:26:00.000-07:00

JJ Lin Jun Jie

he's sososo talented! this vedio shows all...

2006-10-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Stephy Tang and edison, in the show nine girls and one ghost

2006-10-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

一步一生-偷偷爱上你

a tv series drama... every sat, 5 to 7.. not bad...

2006-10-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

todae..
went to see doctor..
he scolded me...
for not going for the follow-ups...
hai..
where got time..(lyin to myself..)
and no $$ how 2 see him..
he jus wanna earn more $ so call me go back 1 month later..
i did go back 1 yr later wat..
ha.. better den none wat... : )
zzzz...
but the truth is..
if i have had gone back..
i will be well by now...
hmmm...

den went t the Cheers beside the clinic..
saw a black lip balm...
for guys de..
mentholum man...
love it...
v. cool...
hha...

2006-10-25T13:04:00.000-07:00

鄧麗欣 Stephy Tang 方力申 Alex Fong- Good Heart Good Reward

haizz.. i cant stop myself... when is there so many nice songs? haha..

2006-10-25T12:49:00.000-07:00

鄧麗欣 Stephy Tang 方力申 Alex Fong- Perfect Love

awwwww.. sry... tis one i also need to share... so nice...

2006-10-25T12:25:00.000-07:00

親朋勿友..chinese

i love tis language : )